... 3 hours till the sweet 16 and im bored as fuck.

I really hate being a forgein kid sometimes, My accent has comeback within the past few weeks because of my visiting cousins, and now its as thick as ever.

Atleast at lilys i could sorta mask it.

Damnit. People in school give me the oddest glances and correct my pronunciaton all the time.

and i snap and spaz out in slang no one knows.

goddamnit. I just hate the looks i get.

I should be more greatful, but I JUST HATE IT SOMETIMES.

arggghh.

Why the fuck did we have to bloody move. Jeyzuz christ.

10 Random Facts About Me

1. I had a crush recently this year on a kid who turned out to be gay. Damn dna. Why cant i be a gay man?

2. If i ever was separated from a computer for over 5 days, i would shoot myself. or rip out my esophagus.

3. at 133 lbs and 5'5", i still hate my body.

4. I honestly think my boyfriend reminds me of a male version of gemma. It freaks me out sometimes.

5. I am an avid listener of techno. I adore some techno, no matter how i deny it. Its not music, but its fucking catchy.

6. I still watch Guts, Double Dare, and Legends of the Hidden Temple (the old shows on nickelodeon)

7. I cry easily. Im a fucking softy/

8. I think Johnny Depp is the sexyest man alive, even if he is old enough to be my father... and is married.... with a kid.

9. I hate, HATE lamb and goat. Im such a horrible greek.

10. I count calories. ALOT. Its obsessive. But its a math team geek thing...

Its satttuurrddayyy!

ashleykins sweet 16. And I am wearing -gasp- black with pink and lavender and white.

Oh squee. Happy day.

no. theres no sarcasm there. shocker.

ill post pictures off it later.

rawwr. Kyle wont call.

DAMNIT!

Sophiee- Stupid boys.
Ron- Your fault for dating him.
Sophiee- SHADDUP YOU FUCKER!
Ron- *le gasp*
Sophiee- You heard me. Dont mess with a pms'ing girl.
Ron- COULDA TOLD ME SOONER!
Sophiee- *facepalm*

... anywhoo... I have to say, i am the most fucked up person you will ever meet. No one knows why. But im contemplating telling my mauraders. But i dont know how they'd react. Damnit.

I NEED KYLEE!!!!!!!!!!!! (yes remy, My boy toy.)

After reading 'Guts' By that deranged author of 'Fight Club' I feel like im going to hurl. Or worse, have something like that happen in my range of sight. Eww.

And then, comes last nights dream. I must have eaten something wierd to dream of a marshmallow king, spaceships, and a sea of dreams.

Damn. No more chocolate covered pretzels before bedtime.

I want my mauraders to get their packages. But first i need to send them.


Revilations for the day-

I suck at bowling.

I should never eat chocolate before bed

Marshmallow kings in a spaceship that crash into a sea of stories eventually become corrupt machoistic bastards.

New LJ...will post more in a min